Uncertainty strikes again! Honestly I am not surprised that I am not surprised this will happen.

Having gone through the thought of various outcomes, either getting in or not getting in. Not getting into medicine seems to be more of a viable outcome as the days passed, and I was right. Deep within the pits of my soul, I knew I am not good enough.

As a reflection of my own image, I have been reiterating over and over again. I am a just a normal guy.
I do not know everything, I just know what I know.

Well of course, I do not count myself as unlucky too. I am glad that many people supported me to the end and provide me various means to get to the end.

In short, I do not get into the Medicine Course. Which brings me to a topic whether I am really relieved or kind of disappointed. As chronicled on my blog, its a little bit shaky goal for me to reach, financially as well as mentally. Don't misunderstand me, I am no quitter. I do things as it comes and try my best in all that I do.

I am not finding reasons to console myself too, although truthfully, I am getting a teeny bit hysterical over the long wait. At last, the weight and loom of medicine is off my shoulders for now.

Now to prepare for the next stage.

At least, the goal still stands! I am relieved actually... The keyboard will still be purchased and skydiving will proceed on smoothly without fear of any vital lashbacks.

Perhaps it's history self correcting itself? For one, I will have more than enough time to tinker with the piano once I am done with this initial stage.

So now the time for faith to arise, or for face.

Apologies once again to those who expect me to go into medicine, I have not met your expectations. I am truly sorry Mitchell for not being able to accompany you.

But all in all, sometimes the walk is lonely, but you are not alone.

Like me, I am proud to say that my friends and family are my wings, and if need be, I will still be the wings to shelter and guide those who are in need.

Thank you my Lord for also being there with me during sleepless nights and help calm me down in times of distress.

Alrightey,
The game time starts now. The game of life.

One last shout.
CHEERIO!!!!!!

Friends: Thank god for what you have provided me.
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