The year is ending, November is here at last.

Sadly, what song are there about November to be found? I know there should be some exist somewhere, but none came to mind.

Another relationship breakdown, what a bummer, its like happening quite commonly around me around this time of the year.

Long story? Okay.
Here's my side.

I had a friend who was on a friendly relation with me. Somehow somewhere, something went wrong. And the attitude of the friend changed, hostile feelings were incited. There I was, clueless about the development, but I somehow knew, deep down inside, something went south.

A couple of weeks back the situation reached it's peak activity, therefore I decided to ignore him for the time being. Recent swipes with the incident of the class photos were okay. But somehow, he deleted me off as a friend from Facebook.

I know I shouldn't take it at face value, but I really wonder what happened. Its getting ridiculously childish, it makes meeting with him very very awkward. Striking up conversation with him is nigh impossible. Asking what happened from other vectors seemed insane, I got preached because of my lack of faith. (??? Yes, i felt that way) even somehow managed to link my status of my family to this issue. I never been so insulted in my stint here. Called out on my faith? If I believe in grace, is that something wrong? What the hell. The issue really went awry from that point on discussing what transpires between me and him. This is basically not fair... Telling me that I didn't know god personally is like saying that I don't know who my mother is.

The point is, its easy to do the bullying, but I would be sad to see the bullying turns around to bite him back.

This strange turns of events really can cause aneurysm in me.

But no matter, the end is nigh and I lucky that I am able to start afresh all over again away from these kids... Strange, no matter what happen or where I go, I will be able to meet strange characters on the way.

Henceforth, I shall have new goals laid out in front of me.

1. Get back to Singapore as soon as possible and get into the warm embrace of friends and family.
This is pretty much self explanatory.

2. UNCHARTED 3!!!
And the various gaming itch I have been craving to have. Need to get a new controller though, my controller is a little flawed.

3. Do an Senior's First Aid Course in Australia. ( I have been thinking of doing it because of some volunteer work.. Maybe I do it this year or next year)

4. Join the St John's Ambulance Brigade. (Next year or this year, I have to finish my no.3)
Introduced by Mitchell Melvin Oliver, I will do some volunteer work in my spare time next year. Just for the fun of it. Although it would be not always fun as they set out to be, as usual, I derive fun and satisfaction from helping out. Simple as that.

5. Have a successful GuangZhou, China trip.
Yup, I will be heading to GuangZhou at the end of this year. I trust it will be fun, since I will be travelling with my dear friend Wang Sen again.

6. University!
I have not much stress now since eliminated Medicine from my prospective course. I think I have more free time to hone my skills in composing and piano playing. Of course, next year will be jam packed with volunteering activities too!

7. Join a club.
What club to join... Thinking thinking....
Sailing with Lewis? Or anime club?

8.Cosplay
Why? As a stormtrooper of course! Just for the heck of fun of it!

and more to come....

Absence makes the heart grow fonder?
I think its the anticipation makes the heart grow fonder.

I can't wait to feel the hot sweltering warm feeling that I get back to Singapore, the humidity, the interactions with family. The hanging out with friends.

But to be honest, exams coming in a weeks time with Computer Studies, Math and English leading the charge for this week. Thinking hard about cramming this week, either with first aid course or helping others with their revisions.

Gonna work hard!

Cheerio!

Friends: Thank god for what you have provided me.
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