Such melancholic feelings!

I think its the effect of boredom taking over.

It is not as if there's nothing to do, but there's no motivation for me to do it.
I think its the effect of growing old is it?

Got a few games to enjoy myself, but they are somehow a little too hard...
Then, again, my sleeping habits are really disastrous. Last night I can't even fall asleep for some arcane reason or something like that.

But in all respect, things have been going well for me lately. Although sometimes I just experience some blahs in my life.

Suddenly, sometimes I may feel somehow upset just because its like that. Doesn't make sense? Don't worry, I also do not understand what I just typed down too.

But all in all, living alone somehow has an effect on me. Somehow, going through everyday is like wishing that tomorrow comes faster.  Partly to wish that those people that had constantly trying to disrupt the internet connection will just go away and stop doing the weird stuff that they are doing.

So this time round, I think I better set some short term goals to meet.

Firstly, get my sleeping rhythm back to gear.
Second, lose some weight.

Thats all, short simple goals to meet. They are not as easy as they thought it should be though. My lifestyle demands me to be constantly connected to the internet for information and social gatherings.
Furthermore, most of my family and friends are in different time zone, which makes it nigh impossible for me to maintain next week when the clock jumps back a hour behind again.

With regards to going home, I will be going back in the end of November. The exact date I already pinned down, but subject to changes if I deem fit.

Now, its time of this lost soul to go back to bed.

Night.

Cheerio!

Friends: Thank god for what you have provided me.
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Age: 21